I’ve been feeling pretty bad for myself lately. I don’t think I’m going to let that happen anymore. I’m going to try. My life needs to be in more order, I can’t keep postponing the inevitable, I can’t keep continuous distractions just to only be hit with my true realizations once they’re gone. It’s time to sort my shit out, it’s gonna happen one way or another. I choose the good way. If certain things don’t go the way I plan, I’m not going to let it kick me back into a hole, I’m going to be proactive about it. I’m not going to let stupid problems control my life. I’m not angry or disappointed, I’m just ready. Ready for whatever.
Bring it the fuck on.